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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ❤ 10:18 AM I feel sooooooo honoured that people are demanding for updates on my blog. Well, here I am. XD It's been 16 days of school and work before I took a break of one day (I wonder when I became a superwoman XD). Still, many happenings went on during the last three weeks since I last wrote an entry here - sorry, people, I had been real busy - and I had been pretty reflective about them! Family Recently, it appears that my parents are taking the initiative - finally - to interact and get along with me. They are asking me to help them out; they approached me about Zax's school work and last week, my father had wanted me to file his income tax return report for him. In a way, though I realised that they might be using me as they did so many times, I am glad. Still - call me naive as you wish - this could possibly turn out to be an opportunity for a reconciliation and an improvement in our already strained relationship. Till now, I am hopeful for that happy and harmonious family which appeared in my dreams now and then. Friends I like to say that I am lucky to have so many good friends who are willing to stand by me and support me. Well, it is, in fact, true. However, quite lately I can feel - blame my accurate gut feeling - that a sisterly friend of mine (whom I shall not name) is drifting away from me. No matter how much I try to connect with her, it doesn't seem right and natural anymore; rather, I felt being looked down upon and despised of, though I can be confident enough that I am no less inferior than her. Maybe I am just being overly sensitive, but then, who knows? Deliberate body language and the purposeful choice of words can never be too obvious. BGR Yes, I am dating again - not that I am unhappy about it; on the other hand, it is such a wonderful thing to me. I have met someone who is affectionate and passionate towards me for who I am. Someone who is fiercely determined and ambitious, yet generous, kind, and loving. I am not romanticising here; but at least this is what I see at the moment. For now, I just want a caring and devoting relationship - minus the fooling around and bitterness spawned from unsuccessful and pointless relationships of the past. I would say that this time round, I am in a maturing relationship where both parties are learning the art of love. <3 School The new semester of the second year has begun! Boy, how I look forward to this semester. And how glad I am when I start to think that I would enjoy the modules of this semester after one week of classes. On the other hand, I am also having reservations about what I want to do in future; after all, it is still too early to decide that, as a couple of my lecturers and some friends have said so. Nonetheless, I am inclined to want to do journalism, photography (photojournalism, perhaps?), web design, marketing, public relations and Mandarin DJ-ing. The future media girl? XD Work I don't know why, although I became very tired managing both my work and classes, I pretty much continue to enjoy my job. I am now having about 3 to 4 shifts per week - Chris is taking some time off - and this means more money XD! This is definitely an excellent opportunity for me to improve my financial status. ^^ Guess that's about it for now? I know I am being pretty vague on the details here, but I covered the gist of what had been going on for the past few weeks. Maybe next time I shall be more descriptive. XD - - RZ, in the midst of hopes and disappointment, plus annoyance for bus services =X - - |
that hue of mint.
RZ, a splash of tints. Is illuminating a glow at NP, MCM. Radiates pride in being a tyro, blogger, music addict, drama aficionado. She is never dull in color; always an unique shade. music shades.
sugary sweets.
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