I am in a rather bad mood these few days. Can't be explained, but it probably has something to do with the slight fever I am having now and the fact that my results for the last semester didn't go well (though I kinda expected it), as well as for another fact that I am not so happy with my tutorial group next term.

Although I didn't do well this semester (I got a GPA much lower than last semester's), I promise, very much to myself, that I will do even better next term. Being the ambitious and perfectionistic me, "average grades", and much less to mention, "low grades" is not an option. I really, I swear, hate the feeling of losing out to others. I also simply can't let go of what I want to achieve in future that easily.


It is not that I am unhappy with my new tutorial group. Well, I don't mind meeting new people, or working with new teammates. For all we know, unexpected results may be produced, with sparks of friendship flying around. Still, I just don't feel the excitement, like I did the previous term. Perhaps I am disappointed with some classmates from the last semester; and knowing that I have to see them again does not help perking up my mood. Instead, it brings it down completely to the lowest point. I wonder, can't I be granted some opportunities to experience good teamwork? *sighs*

All I can do, I guess, is to avoid working with them. That is what I plan to do, anyways. The only positive side of this whole issue, is that at least Kai Xuan is there to accompany me. ^^

Just allow me to emo for a couple of days. I should be able to pick myself up and overlook this issue of my new tutorial group combination.